I’m restless, I find myself laying in the dark at night trying to sleep. Yet nothing. I’m worried. Why don’t I have the amazing life married with kids. In time it might happen. It’s just kinda sad when you want it so bad and everyone you grew up with has it. … I’ve almost stolen kids from Walmart! Ahah All about growing up these days but all I want is to be ten again :(. Le sigh.